Life has taken me on a whirl wind ride lately. . . .these past 2 weeks have actually been very positive ones for me & my healing process.  I am learning to truly enjoy the small things in life and let go of the what-if's, and negativity.  I haven't felt so peaceful in so long, I can't even remember.  I learned a lot about myself from Joe, so I can't say that relationship was a complete waste.  For all the venting I did in the recent past, I do wish him happiness and success in his future.